I have been feeling more quiet lately. I am feeling the shift that happens every year.
My Shadow is coming out to play.
She has been holding on to heaviness like a warm cozy blanket. My shoulders are tender from this weight and my heart feels tired.
The Super Moon has kicked my ass, but Shadow won't let me blame it just on the energies in the ethers either. That is a cop-out.
She dives into self-doubt and insecurities like it is a pool of chocolate. She indulges in her own dramas and fears and almost thrives off of them. And she just loves to watch me squirm.
I would rather just power through and keep working, which is what I do usually. But lately Shadow has been refusing and resisting what I should really be doing. She wants my full attention and doesn't care how she gets it.
She is more stubborn than me.
Time to surrender to this darker half of mine.
What do you want with me this time Shadow? Please let me be. I love you, I honor you, now go away.
Elemental is live again, beginning on the New Moon October 23rd.
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Earth :: My Body
Water :: My Blood
Air :: My Breathe
Fire :: My Passion
Spirit :: My Home